Pumpkins and All

I want to have a farm.

A huge farm with tons of little animals.

I want to plant pumpkins just so we can carve them all.

I want to have a library.

A library with a ladder that reaches to the ceiling.

I want to have a music room.

A room where I can sing my heart out.

I want to have you.

But you don’t want me.

Although I am sad that we will never plant our pumpkins together

I am trusting that God will bring me someone who sees my value.

And even if He doesn’t bring me someone, I will plant my pumpkins full of joy.

My joy is not dependent on an earthly relationship.

It is dependent on God and the joy He gives me.

Be filled with joy today despite the disappointments.