How many times must I rewrite this song?
What is really keeping me from moving on?
The echo of your voice
leaving me with no choice.
Tell me again why I shouldn’t dream.
Sometimes you make me want to scream.
The battlefield is already bloody
but you fire more shots into my head.
God, How am I not already dead?
You were supposed to be my buddy.
I can still smell the lead from all the erased words.
disgraced by the place of my mind.
Wind me up again and off I’ll go
filled with woe.
Here I am writing again
Fighting again with my mind.
Please find me before I become blind
to your presence.
Help me feel your omnipresence.
Find me before I fall.
Oh God, I’ve hit another wall.
This time it was too close to call.
I’m scared to fall again.
I’m in need of you, friend.